James had his first day at college on Monday and how I wanted you to be there in the morning egging him on. Hope you were with me in Gloucester Cathedral afterwards when I lit a candle for you and had our usual little chat. Bagged together some of your underwear to give to the Homeless but just couldnt do it. Silly old me. Went back under your bed. The 2nd year seems almost harder than the first year but me and dad will keep plodding on until it is our time to join you. Love you so much my beautiful boy x