sat here having probably drunk far too much wine and having eaten far too much chocolate. Tomorrow will be difficult as Uncle Reg has arrived from Canada and we will be seeing him for a couple of days. Hard to imagine that last time he was here everything was fine and you were charming the pants off him. Why should I question you are not here? Of course you are here. I feel your energy around so much and James'expressions are so you at times. Will light a candle at Tewkesbury Abbey for you with Uncle Reg tomorrow. Hope you are there with us. Keep dad safe as he is missing you so much. Look over Sophie as her little girl is due any day. I love you John Edward Peters from your squiffy old mum x